001. If you look confident you can pull off anything. Even if you have no clue what your doing.
002. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams
003. The nice part about being a pessimist is that you are constantly being either proven right or pleasantly surprised.
004. You can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel.
005. I've been running around for the past year trying to find some clarity, and all of a sudden it's so clear, it's ridiculous I just want to be with you
006. Holding anger is a poison. It eats you from inside. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves.
007. I constantly wrap up what I really want to say in big words and metaphors. Because deep down I know you still love her.
008. Almost everyone you know, without exception, has their heart all wrapped around someone who will never love them back.
009. Don`t dwell on the past. Your history can`t be erased, but your future has yet to be written. Make the most of what`s going to happen instead of worrying about what you can`t change. Don`t waste your time being sad, because you`re wasting away moments in which you could be happy.
010. You hold on to things that were. You wonder what`s to come. But that night, I think we knew it was time to let go of what had been & look ahead to what would be. Other days, now days, days to come. The thing is, we didn't have to hate each other for getting older. We just had to forgive ourselves for growing up. - The Wonder Years
011. Hug them, kiss them and tell them that you love them. Don't miss the chances that life is given you to spend with people you love. There are no rewinds - Adam Sandler
012. It made me wonder how many times we forgive just because we don't want to lose someone, even if they don't deserve our forgiveness.
013. If you have ever tried to convice yourself you don't care about someone, you care about them more than you think.
014. Superman's not brave. You can't be brave if you're indestructible. If you're indestructible then you've got nothing to lose.
015. Yes, risk taking is inherently failure prone. Otherwise it would be called sure thing taking. - Tim McMahon
016. We stand breathing the same air, and yet I'm invisible to you. - Nicholas Sparks
017. I really don't understand how you can be so heartless considering you have mine.
018. When I'm in a rock band, I'm going to do a cool, mellow song. Then, in the middle, I'll stop, announce "this part is just to be an asshole to people playing guitar hero" and then flail wildly on the strings for thirty seconds.
019. You gave me this strange feeling that I've never felt before. Almost like I was beautiful inside and out; like I could do anything and still shine in your eyes. Something that felt a lot like love.
020. I want you to fight for me.
021. If you want to know where your heart is, look where your mind wanders.
022. They say that everyone has a reason to wake up in the morning and that reason keeps them going. But what happens when you don't have a reason anymore and you can't even remember why you bother waking up? I'm at that point and I can't figure out if I want to give up and just quit; or if I want to keep waking up and keep going even though I don't have anything to live for.
023. Somebody doesn't have to be perfect to be exactly what you need.
024. Love is as much as an object as an obsession. Everyone wants it, everyone seeks it, but few will ever achieve it. Those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and above all never, ever forget it.
025. To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk pain. To try is to risk failure, but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
026. Take it from someone who knows: you're amazing and always have been.
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Interesting Fact: The word 'set' has more definitions than any other word in the English language.
A quick update from Sav:
First and probably the most obvious: sorry for no update since what? August? Things have been hectic with home and school and it didn't help that I had very limited internet access for about three months. I was able to get on long enough to update my RP sites (occasionally at like four in the morning) then do homework.
I wanted to update with my mom's computer but she didn't like all the icons I had saved for the updates, so that plan was veto'd.
Anyway, I have my own laptop now and I should have more consistent updates. If I don't, then know that something is up or that I'm busy.
But despite my seven month hiatus I want to say thanks for still keeping up with my site and subscribing. I don't ask for it but you guys never cease to amaze me. I'm really glad people appreciate the work that goes into this. It means a lot. So thanks :) And hopefully this won't happen again.
I know I used to comment all of the new subscribers, thanking them and whatever, but I haven't exactly had the time to do that this weekend. Hopefully I can get on that here pretty soon. If I don't and you've subscribed here's what I have to say: THANK YOU I LOVE YOU.
So there, that's the comment that I send in a nutshell :D
I'm going to be revamping the site probably tonight or at least one day in the coming week. I haven't decided yet. I may or may not do it, but it needs to be done.
One last thing: (I hate to ask this of you)
But I'd love it if you went to check out my youtube account HERE< a>
001. The decision to kiss for the first time is the most crucial in any love story. It changes the relationship of two people much more strongly than even the final surrender; because this kiss already has within it that surrender.
002. I never really wanted you to see the screwed up side of me that I keep locked inside so deep.
003. Sometimes I wonder why you've always been there for me.
004. Nothing was perfect but everything was real.
005. Were you scared that for once, just for once, I could be that one girl that will stay by your side? That one girl that will see your flaws and learn to love it? That one girl that will fight until the very very end for you? That one special girl who will unlock the lock to your heart?
006. It is not the mountain in front of you that slows your pace; it is the pebble in your shoe.
007. "You never needed me," he starts, in his defense. "You never needed anyone, for that matter." But he's completely wrong. So far from right that he's not even in the same zip code as it. He took away the one thing that she needed.
008. Why do we keep them? Under our beds, up in the attic, in the back of some drawer. We could have thrown them out a thousand times, and yet there they are. Old love letters. Written to a person we no longer are, by a hand we no longer hold.
009. I need someone to be there. I need to know I have someone to trust. So I can wake up and not care that it's raining.
010. You can spend your whole life building a wall of facts between you and anything real.
011. I finally got to where I wanted to go, and then I wasn't even sure I wanted to be there anymore.
012. I don’t know. I guess today is just one of those days...where the rainy, dark cloud above my head likes me a little too much
013. I'm not losing my mind, I'm giving it to you. - Marcus Motion
014. I don't have the beauty of a model. Mirrors sometimes make me sick. But I know one thing I'm not going to do: I'm not going to bend over backwards to be what I'm not. I won't try to become what the world's ideal is right now. I will not hate myself for not being perfect.
015. It was all a scratch in history, a mistake, a whirlwind of lust that got him one step closer to who he was supposed to be with.
016. He's loud and he's truthful, and he sees more in her than she's comfortable admitting to.
017. I wouldn't take a bullet for you, but I'd push you out of the way. I'd rather stay with you; I love you enough to stay.
018. Stories wait for endings but songs are brave things bold enough to sing when all they know is darkness.
019. It's crazy, right? To love someone who's hurt you? But it's even crazier to think that someone who hurts you, loves you.
Annnnnd, FYI, I do NOT like the Twilight SERIES. I liked the first book and that's it. just wanted to clear that up. Hah.
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Interesting Fact: 101 Dalmations and Peter Pan (with Wendy) are the only two disney movies with both parents present that don't die throughout the movie.
Poll: What are the three most important things in your life?
001. I'm not even going to get mad anymore.I just have to learn to expect the lowest from the people I thought the highest of.
002. The only thing I really want right now is a guy that will be my real reason to staybecause I'm so tired of running away.
003. I just keep telling myself that there will be a significant moment when I finally know what to do
004. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion- not proof- to destroy it.
005. Where I've been is a long story.Why I'm here's easy: I missed you.
006. Sometimes, it's easier to pretend you don't care than to admit that it's killing you.
007. Just because today is a terrible day doesn't mean tomorrow might not be the best day of your entire life. You just have to wake up and get there.
008. If we started all over today,I think we know that we’d end up in the same place. Maybe you’re right and we’ve got nothing to say. But I want to hear it anyway.
009. So, this is my life and I am both happy and sad and I am still trying to figure out how that is.
010. I'm the type of girl who will fall for a guy she barely knows, who will listen to a love song and see his face, who will look for him wherever she goes. I'm the type of girl who doesn`t get over things easily, who will beat herself up when someone doesn't love her back,who will cry herself to sleep because she feels she's not good enough. But I'm also the type of girl who's strong, who can cry her eyes out then forbid them to come back the next morning, who will blast some old pop song and sing at the top of her lungs cause she feels like it, who will be no one but herself.
011. I believe the most difficult situation you can be ever be faced with is deciding whether you should just move on or hold on a little tighter. Move on, and maybe you'll losea chance at the best thing that could have ever happened, or hold on, and have the possibility of one day being the biggest disaster ever created. 012. It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason. It's just that I think that some things are meant to be broken.Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universe's way of providing contrast, you know? There has to be a few holes in the road, because that's just how life is.
013. That’s the thing about jealousy: it chews at your soul, and it doesn’t stop until you let go.
014. Just promise me you won't end up like the rest of them.
015. Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow, we must fall in order to know. Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.
016. Even a couple years later, I still wonder about you. You keep playing these childish mind games with me; messing with my head. I left you; yet you still find ways to get on my last nerve, but also win me over. I know you've lied, cheated, and broke my heart, but I can't get over you. And the truth is, I don't think I ever will.
017. Trials never end, of course. Unhappiness and misfortune are bound to occur as long as people live, but there is a feeling now, that was not there before, and its not just on the surface of things, but penetrates all the way through: We've won it. It's going to get better now. You can sort of tell these things.
018. Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd waiters who bring you things you never ask for, and don't always like. - Lemony Snicket
019. What you see is only half of what I am. I have a hundred different faces, a million different personalities. Only a part of me is what I will show you. I display a fraction of my true self. Everything is just a facade. It's not the truth of me. You don't know me. You never will.
020. The shattered pieces remain on the floor. You won't pick them up and you won't even talk to me. You know what you did wrong,you just won't admit it. And now here I am, hunched over, cleaning up the mess you made.
021. Whenever everything falls into place, feels just how it should, and it's all up to my expectations, there always feels like there's something missing. But I can never put my finger to it. I've got a lot of wonderful things in my life, yet, it just feels so incomplete. And then I realize, it's you. You're not with me.
022. I prefer hanging out with the guys over the girls. Guys don't obsess over hair, nails, and clothes like the girls I know do. These guys I hang out with are laid back and fun. They don't start drama like the girls I know do. They don't start rumors and talk shit, like the girls I know do. They're not fake. But everyone tells me I'll never get a boyfriend this way. They say these guys will always see me as 'the friend' and never 'the girlfriend'. But I just tell them, I'm still young, I'm in no rush to date yet, I have my whole life ahead of me, and that gets them to be quiet.
023. Sometimes a heart can’t afford to be justfriends.
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Interesting Fact: Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray block's the mosquito's sensors so that they don't know you're there.
Poll: What does it mean to you to allow another person to fully love you?
My answer: You know, it would probably be really difficult for me to really allow someone completely in my life and have that level of commitment. But I think when I'm old enough and mature enough it'll be pretty easy to allow someone in my life like that. But it would mean a lot when the time was right, absolutely.
001. I can't unthink about you. I can't unfeel your touch. I can't unhear all the words, or unsay all the things that used to mean so much. I wish I could unremember everything my hearts been through. I'm finding out it's impossible to do. I can't unlove you.
002. I can't bite my tongue forever.
003. I was just looking at him and something happened. It wasn't an explosion of emotions, or the butterflies of love in my heart. It was more of a slow and subtle creeping of feelings, that finally, when there were enough of them, it leaked into my heart and I noticed him differently.
004. I hate how we never got our chance to see what we could've been. I hate how I know I'm not over you and how I pretend to be. I hate how you've totally moved on and you have no idea that I haven't.
005. Your character is based off of what you stand for. Your reputation is based off of what you fall for.
006. I said I was an addict- I didn't say I had a problem.
007. What I like best about you is that you make me laugh when nothing is funny.
008. After every conversation, I just want to slap my forehead. I just want to be able to make you laugh. I just want to tell a story that sounds worthwhile- something for you to think about when you're not paying attention in class. Or something to intrigue you. That's all I want.
009. When you look at a person- any person at all. Just remember that everyone has a story. Everyone has gone through something that has changed them.
010. I think that you've taken it upon yourself to take my heart and never give it back.
011. I like to pretend that everything in my world is completely fine. Because if everyone else thinks that you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.
012. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are, and it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person that you want to be exists somewhere in the other side of hardwork, faith, and belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life is going to throw at you.
013. Love; when everything is just right being in the person's arms, the feeling you get when you kiss them, feeling so comfortable with them, it's not only that feeling you get when you're first starting to like someone and you get nervous and get butterflies in your stomach, it's more of a warm, fuzzy feeling, as stupid as that sounds. It's after you've had a bad day, that person is the first person you want to talk to and when you have good news or excited about something, they're the first person you want to tell. It's waking up and having them be the first thing on your mind and when you go to bed at night, they're the last thing on your mind, the "bad" things about them that most people would find annoying, you find cute. When you're together, the time goes by too fast and you never want to go. No one else can hurt you more, but no one else can make you happier at the same time.
014. I was worried I wouldn't be good enough for you... and that's why I lied. that's what scares me, not being enough, not smart enough, not pretty enough, not good enough.
015. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need is a little help sometimes. Someone to help us hear the music in the world, to remind us that it won't always be this way.
016. People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret road maps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar, but some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers.
017. No, I don't really think of you as a crush anymore. You're more of a bad habit I just can't seem to shake off.
018. I don't know if I like you, want you, love you, or hate you... All I know is that I hate the feeling I get when I'm not around you.
019. I really just want to run and let loose. But I only want to run far enough to make you miss me.
020. I need to come to realize that he's just a guy, a special one, maybe, but he's not mine. I don't need to do things to make him love me. If he wanted to, he would.
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Interesting Fact: Tibetans drink tea made of salt and rancid yak butter.
Poll: How do you feel about the recent castoff, Michael Johns, on American Idol. And if you don't watch American Idol then why don't you?
My answer: Honestly, I'm pretty pissed. Ryan's comment about not sending anyone home last year then being like "But you're going home" really pissed me off. But Michael wasn't on of the stronger performers last night. I'm mainly upset for David Cook, because the two were room mates and David C. doesn't seem to comfortable with the younger contestants on the show. Sucks =/
001. When one of your dreams comes true, you begin to look at the others more carefully.
002. Sometimes I wonder if anything is absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth or lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpret greyly? Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth.
003. The reason why we have beliefs is to avoid temptations. If you can stick to your morals- you're strong.
004. We spend our whole lives telling ourselves that everything happens for a reason. When in reality, it's just what we given reasons for everything that happens.
005. Everyone does stupid things, it shouldn't cost them everything they want in life.
006. Stop worrying about what might hold you down and pay attention to why you're standing up.
007. Imagine a city where graffiti wasn't illegal, a city where everybody could draw wherever they liked, where every street was awash with a million colours and little phrases. Where standing at a bus stop was never boring. A city which felt like a living, breathing thing that belonged to everybody, not just estate agents and the barons of big business. Imagine a city like that, and stop leaning against the wall - it's wet.
008. So set fire to everything that you thought you knew about me. It's either not true or time has changed me enough to believe that I'm not the same anymore.
009. You know, people always ask are you okay? But they're never really expecting the truth. Because the reality of the matter is, if I was okay, you wouldn't really have to wonder.
010. I lie on the grass, breathing in the silence, listening to the night, looking up at the stars. I look up at the night sky and wonder about life, about you, about why I'm here. And I look up at those cold, beautiful stars, so far away and realize that life never seemed so big.
011. I'm telling you this because you didn't ask. I've got it all here, growing like a tumour in my throat. I'm telling you because if I don't, I will choke on it. Everybody knows what happened but nobody asks.
012. I'm learning. I can't change the past and I can hardly control my future.
013. She generally gave herself good advice but she seldom followed it.
014. And the bottom line is that I still think about you much more than I should.
015. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time. I want what's yours and what's mine at the same time- I want you but... I'm not giving in this time.
016. I can't sleep when everything I ever believed was broken and stolen from me. Conversing with new ghosts to replace me I hope they cherish you when they share your sheets. Lord knows I would give my life.
017. I've come to believe that people never mean half of what they say and that it's best to disregard their talk and judge solely on their actions.
018. All we all want is something to talk the pain away, something to make things better. Something to make us smile. We want someone to love, someone who will be there, and we want a hand to hold. Not only is that what we want, its what we need. After a while, you get sick of being alone, and you get sick of the pain. That’s when we need someone to love. We need someone to walk into our life, and we need them to be there for us. They have to be there, and they have to give us good times, and make us smile. They might make us sad once in awhile, but as long as they usually take the pain away, that's what matters.
019. Time never had a chance to heal your heart. Just a number counting down to a new start. If you always knew the truth, then the world would spin around.
020. Speak when you're angry- you'll make the best speech you'll ever regret.
021. Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one who gets burned.
022. And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don't believe in magic will never find it. 023. I came down here to tell you that it rains in heaven all day long. I want to find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you.
024. Were you born this naive? I think not. It takes years of practice pretending to not notice, to become that oblivious to what he's doing to you. I must imform you that he is not your weakness. The only thing bringing you down is your lack of pride and self-respect. Don't talk to me about love: A lover's touch doesn't sting; A lover's words do not hurt. Fear is not love.
025. The problem with our world is that fools and fanatics are so full of themselves, but wiser people are so full of doubts.
026. You talk to me and I remember how every word lingered on your lips for hours. I close my eyes and try to remember the way you felt next to me days after you've gone. And somehow I know that years from now, thoughts of you will still keep me awake at night.
About the Owner... Name: Sav Age: Sixteen I like: Getting no sleep, coffee, acoustic music, procrastination, Gaspard Ulliel, Doctor Who, Harry Potter, UK Youtubers, science fiction, and Jelly Belly jelly beans.
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